First of all, before Easter, the whole class sat down to do script readings for our Final Major Project. The two plays were 'Pronoun' by Evan Placey and 'Last Summer' by Heather Speake. My initial thoughts on both plays were that they were both touching upon sensitive topics which meant we had to jump over the barrier of portraying this to the youth of this generation. Furthermore, it gave the class brief interpretations on how both can be explored. We had then been set the task to re-read both the scripts over the 2 week Easter break and decide what role we would like to play. As shown in my post 'Why I chose the role I chose', I explain why I chose those characters. I had then been casted to be James Dean in the play 'Pronoun' which triggered the responsibilities of researching my character, character development, coming up with my own interpretations of my character and what he does to contribute in the play.
From the start of the introduction to the play 'Pronoun' by Evan Placey, my initial thoughts of the play were that the life of a transgender is not easy as the people around you who care about you and who you are become affected. As I read through the script after being given my role of James Dean, I had begun to research about who he was and how he could be portrayed. Although I have heard who he was before the introduction to the play, I have not known much about his history and what he had taken part in. I had researched that James Dean was born on February 8th 1931 and died in September 30th 1955 from a car accident. Dean was seen as an actor who were loved dearly by fans and who portrayed his characters well in the films such as 'Giant', 'East of Eden' and his most acclaimed role as Jimmy in 'Rebel Without A Cause'. Furthermore, his true character and personality were seen in this film. In addition, I had been told by many of my classmates to watch the film 'Rebel Without A Cause' as Dean plays the main role and also clearly shows how he says his iconic quotes that are also stated within 'Pronoun'. The clothing also required for the performance was shown in the film and in result from this, I had an initial interpretation of how he walks, talks and his perspective of life. Alongside the movie, I also watched interviews with James Dean and the way he answered questions, observing his posture and accent.
His iconic look was a Red Leather Jacket, however watching the film, it looked more like a bomber
jacket. I was required to obtain my own costume, as did the rest of the cast, so I asked my friend if I could borrow his as I did not have one of my own. In addition, to help more of my character development, I asked my friend to provide me with a packet of cigarettes as Dean was often seen smoking while he talked. I was given a packet of cigarettes to practice holding it in my mouth as I require to put one in my mouth for the first and last scene I am in as this symbolises James Dean quite a lot. At first the smell of the tobacco took time to get used to but I eventually got the hang of it. Another factor that portrays James Dean is that he was also a very lazy talker and person in general so what I decided to do was to try to adapt his accent over one weekend whilst sitting in his iconic position (legs open, laid back, one arm on the back of the chair and one between the legs). A personal opinion of James Dean, I felt I built a connection with who he was and in result felt really enthusiastic towards this role. In addition I used one of his known lines from 'Rebel Without A Cause' to get me in to character as it simply portrayed his whole personality throughout this line - 'If I had one day, where I didn't have to be all confused and I didn't have to feel that I was ashamed of everything. I felt that I belonged someplace, you know.'

Having read through the script with the rest of the cast, we had initial ideas on how each of the scenes may have taken place. As we had knowledge that there was going to be a poster of James Dean, I had initially asked if I should stand in a frame imitating the poster, however this was dropped due to the fact that I may need to help backstage with props and the poster would have needed to be ripped in one of the scenes any way.
In class, Rob set the task of extracting the themes that were seen from our first initial thoughts of 'Pronoun'. Reading through the script many times, I personally came up with a possible theory and themes that may have been the original idea the Placey was trying to portray. One of which that the journey of the transgender of the play Dean had a history with Josh, her ex-boyfriend. Over the course of the play, their relationship may have constantly been compared to Amy and Kyle as they were due to get married but are also seen in society as being 'normal'. Another theme that may be interpretated from the play is that it is mainly based in modern time but has a 1950 theme to it which is shown in final scene and with the characters James Dean, Marilyn Monroe, Marlon Brando and Humphrey Bogart who were all recognised at the time. This also may lead to James Dean being a vision in the play to Dean as he may only listen to James as he starred in Dean's favourite movie.
Rehearsals, where should I begin? As this was the Final Major Project of not only our class, our instructor Rob was required to help other classes which was understandable, especially the other half of the class as 'Last Summer' was originally a screenplay and had to be altered to be a stageplay. In result of this, Rob set two cast members to br Assistant Director and to be in charge of leading the production, one for both plays, Rose for 'Pronoun' and Jireh for 'Last Summer'. All was going well in the first individual rehearsal with our cast going through the first scenes, however the tables turned when Rose had the urge to walk out over being in someway 'over powered' by another member of the group. If I were to be completely honest, I observed that she hardly got up to say anything and then complained about someone else leading. Jamie and I tried to encourage her to stay but she resisted as this is a team work based project, we stick together and if one member falls, we work to bring them back up. As the next rehearsal days came by the same incident occured where Rose would repeatedly walk out over small things resulting in the relationship with her and the class to fall apart. For one instance, all we did was wanting to reset the scene that she was in to refine the transitions yet she decided not to. This lead to unnecessary events and pulled the cast from the assistant director even further apart. Because of this, most of the time we had been given to practice the play had all been consumed on the first half as every time we got to her scene it always managed to fall apart, despite our efforts to get her involved. In result, as an ensemble, we decided to choose another assistant director, Alexandra, who actually lead us and noted down what props/costumes we needed to bring and what scenes we needed to practice over others. Another factor the affected our rehearsal time was attendance and punctuality. Many people turned up late to class and some not even turning up. This lead to numerous scenes not rehearsed and others having to fill in for those missing. We only managed to get a full runthough when it got down to 4 days left before the performance which was very poor.
By the time we got to technical we managed to get another run through in alongside lighting and sound with the help of Jack and Alexandra. This was also an opportunity to practice our transitions as our previous rehearsal was refining them. I was mainly staying backstage right to help with who needed to be where at what time in the play as Alexandra wrote up scene to scene what props and what characters were needed on the stage at a specific time. For example, at the end of scene 3, Dedan and I had to set up the tent and at the end of scene 4, we had to take it down during the blackout. As a team, the SMT characters were mainly discussing who needed to be where on what side of the stage at what time which I found very efficient as they always reminded themselves on what had to be done; in addition, I tried to offer support on what they may have to do as whilst I was offstage I kept an eye on the scene to scene sheet that Alexandra had written up.
As we did our dress rehearsal a few more times, the transitions were becoming much more refined and as an ensemble we were gaining confidence on how the final performance was going to turn out. As it came to the last few run throughs, the whole play began to show its true colours, the scene changes were becoming cleaner, the pace was sustained and improvments were all developed on. On Wednesday 18th of May, we were due to perform twice, (2pm and 7pm) allowing us to give it one last rehearsal. As the first performance was dropping by it came by as a blast, I personally thought it was great, however the I had forgotten to say some lines due to nerves but managed to carry on without hesitation with the work of the characters in the scene. Although this happened in the 2pm performance, in the final performance at 7pm was even better, everyone gave it their all and no mistakes were made; the transitions were smooth, a lot were really humourous in my opinion as SMT were not only my favourite part of the play but gave the play that 'comedy' factor as the play in general was covering a sensitive topic toward a majority of youth audiences.
In conclusion, the whole play was a success in the end and I absolutely enjoyed portraying the role of James Dean and I would love to do it again. Here are so pictures from the performance: